2.24.2014

confessions

Happy Monday loves! I'm taking today to catch up on homework and get some blog stuff figured out. I've been a little disconnected the past week because I've been so busy, but this week I can finally relax and focus a little more on the blog! I hope you had a good weekend! Let's start off the week with some confessions...

I put soda in water cups at restaurants. It started when I worked at In-N-Out, and I realized that you're really paying for the cup, not the actual drink, and getting soda for free is much better than paying $3 for it.

I don't really enjoy reading blogs every day. There, I said it. This is something I think about a lot because I know it makes me the worst blogger in the world. Once and a while when I'm bored, I'll read through my Bloglovin' feed, but I honestly don't have the patience/attention span to sit and read everyone's blog post every day. I've been afraid to say it because I don't want to get a bad reaction, and I'm sorry, but there you go.

I get my feelings hurt so easily. The dumbest things hurt my feelings and I hate it.

I get jealous...a lot. In Blogland, I'm jealous of blogs with cuter designs, better content, more readers. In real life, I get jealous of my friends that get to see their boyfriends every day, girls that are prettier, skinner, or have things I want. I get jealous when handsome does fun things and I can't be there to di them with him. I know everyone gets jealous, but I just get really jealous all the time.

I'm extremely self conscious. I definitely care what others think. I'm self conscious about my body. I'm afraid of others judging me. Most of the time I'm not happy with my appearance, but I'm also too lazy to do anything about it.

What about you? What're your confessions?
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14 comments:

  1. I am the same, some days I just don't want to read other blogs and other days I love reading them all.

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  2. I know exactly how you feel! I read blogs with the intention of commenting to network myself a little bit more but I scroll through my bloglovin feed and I'm like "none of this is relevant to my life..." and proceed to pick one at random to do and then read it going: "why did I spend the last 5 minutes of my life here, I have nothing substantial to add..." I think your blog is the only one in my feed I genuinely read every. single. post. Haha, feel special ;) :P

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  3. I know exactly how you feel. I get super jealous and I'm super emotional. I'm glad that I am not the only one.

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  4. There are days that I don't care to read blogs and there are days that I could read blogs all day long.
    I get jealous about blogs being better than mine all the time. I'm always trying to figure out how other blogs have more followers and how to get better content...I'm seriously looked into books about creative writing (lame I know).
    I get really jealous when other have their significant others around and i can't, it definitely upsets me.
    I always compare myself to others...even though I claim that I don't. Mentally, all I do is compare myself and try to take the best out of everyone to integrate in myself.
    we must be emotional jealous twins haha.

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  5. Even if I'm not in the mood to read blogs some days, I do it because often times that's how I get inspiration for posts. So many bloggers write the best things out there and I'm like, "why didn't I think of that?!" So I'll either use that idea (and give credit, duh) or taylor it a bit to fit one of my ideas. Normally I read blogs every morning to comment and build relationships and network myself, but I always make sure and read the blogs I may not even have intention of commenting on (maybe I don't know them, for example) if only to get post ideas! Reading everyone else's creativity brings out the creativity in me =)

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  6. Take it from an old bag and stop being jealous and self concious. Life is way to short! You are such a young beautiful girl that as her life in front of her! I regularly read your blog and always admire your dedication to your studies, your blog and to Handsome.

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  7. I have to agree with Christine above!!!! Maybe because I am old too!!!! Enjoy the now!!! I know it's easier said than done but really just realize that jealousy doesn't change anything... just makes you kinda miserable!!! It's always okay to admire though.. =) Like I admire you for being honest about how you feel!!! That's a huge thing!

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  8. I feel you on almost all of these. Although I do enjoy reading blogs lol. But I'm so self conscious and I get my feelings hurt so easily that it's ridiculous!

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  9. Girl what your feeling in regards to the jealous thing is normal but trust me I am sure of it that there are plenty of people jealous of you :) Your blog is adorable well designed and you found real love :)

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  10. I guess I'm different b/c I love reading and that even means blogs. but i'm with ya on getting my feelings hurt easily.

    http://hotpinkowl02.blogspot.com/2014/02/5-little-grins.html

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  11. I think there are days everyone skips through their feed... I know I do it. Sometimes I'll see the preview and just know it's not for me.

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  12. I totally skip through my feed too oooops!

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  13. Life is too short to be jealous. I know easier said than done, but everyone is jealous of someone at some point. Just don't let it consume it. It isn't worth it and doesn't do anything productive. Just stay positive!

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  14. I don't drink soda very often so every once in awhile, if I want a little bit of sprite or lemonade or something, I will put soda in a water cup. There is no way I'm going to pay money for two sips of something!

    And as for reading blogs, I haven't read or written a blog since like...Thursday. Decided I should start catching up on some reading before class today.

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