if I didn't have you..

Hi guys. Look at me showing up two days in a row. I think I'm starting to get back into the swing of things 'round here. I can't say the same for next week because I'll be buried in boxes and busy unpacking our new place, but I can't say that I'm bummed about that. The boyfriend and I are pretty darn excited to get moved in there. I was thinking today that we're lucky DJ's work schedule worked out with our moving schedule. I honestly don't know what I would do if he had to work while we had to move in. I mean, there's no way I could move the couches and bed and all that big shiz into the new place without the help of those big strong man arms of his. And then I got to thinking even more....there are a lot of things I couldn't do without him. All of the mushy gushy I can't live without you stuff aside, life would definitely be much more difficult if I didn't have that man. Needless to say, I'm glad he's around, and I'm glad he's mine. This one's for you, love!

If I didn't have you, I would never have clean clothes because I refuse to go into the haunted basement alone, which is where the washing machine is.

If I didn't have you, I would probably be fat. This guy has been so good about working out and eating healthy guys, I'm so proud of him. And so of course he has motivated me to go too, and I'm starting to feel better and less...gross.

If I didn't have you, I wouldn't be able to open my water bottle when I take it out of the freezer! We don't have an ice cube tray, so I've been filling up my water bottle and sticking it in the freezer. Well, when I take it out it's impossible to open. Cue those big strong man arms, please.

If I didn't have you, I probably wouldn't have anything to blog about.

If I didn't have you, I would've never gotten that can open last night because I don't know how to use a can opener...oops.

If I didn't have you, I would've probably spent $500 at Target by now. Thanks for always making sure I don't go too crazy in there.

If I didn't have you, I wouldn't have listened to All of Me and that makes me sad because I really love that song.

If I didn't have you, I wouldn't be so motivated to do my schoolwork. Hearing you talk about school and our futures and how proud you are of me really motivates me and makes me want to do well.


If I didn't have you, I wouldn't know about all of the cool things you share with me that you read on Forbes.

If I didn't have you, I never would've found out that almond butter is way too expensive and not very tasty.

If I didn't have you, my heart wouldn't be half as happy as you make it.

If I didn't have you, I don't think I would ever know that it was possible to miss someone as much as I miss you when you're gone.

If I didn't have you, my life just wouldn't be the same. You make everything better. You provide for me, love me, take care of me. You help me, motivate me, and you inspire me. I admire everything about you and I can't imagine my life without you. I'm the luckiest girl.

Thanks for not thinking I'm crazy, I love you.